School's started for one and a half weeks already and projects and tutorials are starting to pile up. Yepp,Im taking Business Law, Financial Management, Accounting, and IT as core modules and HR as an elective. Think this sem will be quite different from last sem cos there will be quite a bit of tests. So do your tutorials, fel!
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I really dont like the word 'emo', but Im still gonna use it now. Cos I have been emo-ing every now and then! About what? I have nothing to look forward to in NTU! Yeah hall can be real fun at times, but I'll always dread having to come back. Lessons are boring cos I havent learnt how to love what Im doing now. And no goals to work towards.
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It's that miserable feeling of being a slacker which is haunting me! Hall events and student fund are only short term things, after Im done with them, Im left with nothing to do. Had to blog after a MSN conversation with Angela and Qiying. Angela really really changed after joining NTU Touch. I cant believe that was Angela Im chatting to! It's really amazing to see how a CCA can actually change a person - Angela is now someone with goals, has something to work towards to and is much much more focused. Never seen her this focused before, how she wants to concentrate and play well in the finals. If it were any other person I would have believed easily, but angela? It's amazing, I say this most sincerely.
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Have been thinking of training again all these while, esp when my boots are just lying outside my room in hall. Part of me says I wanna train again, and after Ive 'seen' Angela's change, a bigger part of me keeps telling me to go for it. But it's the OTHER part of me which says Im not up to the challenge- unwilling to commit, not physically fit enough.
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Maybe next week or even 2 days later, you'll see another entry saying the exact opposite. Im THAT fickleminded. It's the slacker feeling which is playing pranks on me.
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Haha Im okay people! Just emo-ing (I still hate this word) now.
Oh shit, I didnt touch any work today. Tomorrow, I'll conquer fm! Hopefully.
